So I'm sitting here in my mom's bed...
I had to get my wisdom tooth pulled this morning, which was a total day of pain which has not been fun at all. Well besides the fact that I've been lazy all day but its not a good lazy...

So while I've been lounging/spitting blood/not eating i came to realize that i have some amazing family and friends...
Even though shalaina left while i was sleeping of some hardcore medicine she left me the cutest note =]
Mom went to work but came back and checked on me and then cooked me soup! yuummy!
Then to top things off Mercedes came to the house two days in row! Which makes me happy...i know she only came out here to print some stuff off but she secretly came just to check on me!
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While all of these things are so small compared to what happens in the everyday world i find these minute things marvelous in my world ♥
So i know i complain about stupid things all the time but all in all i really believe that i am surely blessed for the people around me and what they do for me...because they know when they need me I'll be there for them

♥Vaya Con Dios Mis Amigos♥

promenade to the beat of my ((pulse))

So i'm sitting here in this place called San Marcos...the only difference between me right now and me oooh lets say about one o'clock was that i was completly and totally stressed out.

This is what i was going through...So there are about 30,000 kids going to Texas State...well i was asked to make up a schedule that fit my major after about 29,000 had already taken about all the seats in all the classes...I know alot of people have that problem but today i was sooo greatful when i put in all the index numbers and they all came out on my side of the table =]
THANK YOU MRS. WOODS FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO TYPE!
Becaue that is the only reason I beat 7 other people to my spot...numerous times =]

But now i'm done with that and they said that we will never have to do that again! Yaaay!!!

Soo after all that hullabaloo i went shopping...well I really wouldnt call it shopping...more like browsing alot because prices are rediculous. i'll only buy really good deals even though most of it mom pays for...
We hithered to Mamacita's after some shopping and we ate some really good mexican food =]

Currently I am sitting in a room that does not have fresh paint on the walls (good sign) with my mother reading beside me and shakey complaining that she wants some chocolate.

bwwahahaaa shake is talking me into walking to a convienent store to buy some chocolate, most likely ice cream =]

P.S. I NEED TO WORK OUT!!! IT'S QUITE DEPRESSING HOW BIG I'M GETTING! AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well fools i guess i'll blog later about how i'm ready to see sadie tomorrow and tell her in person about all my fun-ness that i had today =]]

buh bye kiddo's!

Do you remember when?

Man oh man do I love embarrassing pictures =] Not really but they seem to take us back to a certain place that you cant describe in words...but here are just some highlights I thought of: 1. When everybody was in love with Jacob and Jared George

2. When Shalaina kissed Jeffery at recess

3. When Lindsey was referred to as a "pancake"

4. The first time I was called a bitch at the monkey bars

5. When Nathan Tidwell beat Sadie up in 'Kind'ergarten

6. When we had a drunk band director

7. When saw ole 'smokey bear brown' smoking on school grounds

8. When 9/11 happened

9. Roger didn't show up to school...nobody asked questions eventually

10. Blaire wore a spaghetti strap shirt to school

11. We were the most well behaved class =]

12. We had parties for everything

13. Passing TAAS, TEKS, TAKS was just assumed

14. The 100th day of school was just plain awesome

15. Mrs. Jones wonderful bus driving skills!

16. When Thea said, "Guys, this is serious!"

17. When Sadie turned around quickly be ready to get slapped by her hair

18. Arguing with the boys that we deserved to put the flags up to!

19. Going to the shop after school to excavate that old train depot

20. Watching Jeffery Calhoun catch Lindsey house on fire at the first girl/boy party

And I Don't Like Being [[Used]] And I'm Tired Waiting...

While I'm sitting here watching stupid movies aimlessly I discover me putting myself in the very situation that they are in...for instance the movie dirty dancing, would I be strong enough to stand up for the man i love even though it meant telling my dad something he didn't want to hear? And now in the movie Under The Tuscan Sun the actress gets a divorce and while on a tour of Italy...She randomly buys a house and is living out the life she loves all because she had signs! I like this movie because she is starting to truly find herself when all the odds are against her...

I wonder if I will trust myself enough to take giant leaps of faith...I know that God always has a plan for us and all that jazz but I find it hard to believe that he will help us without me putting some effort in. I have no idea if that makes any sense at all to anybody but me, but oh well...

No matter what happens, always keep your child innocence...its the most important thing.

--Under The Tuscan Sun

Yesterday I was told, "Samantha, set your goals high and never compromise. If you do that then you'll go far, well as far as you want to I guess." The man that told me this really has know idea 'who' i am, what i believe and what i am capable of doing. But because he has faith in me and has watched me grow up through years he believed every bit of this statement...another reason why i'm scared to fail at life...

Just Pondering...

So I've been thinking lately of all the things i need to do...what's new right? Well the difference between me today and me about 3 months ago is that today its like, "yeah i need to do it, but if i don't i'll just do it tomorrow"...

I have come to the conclusion that i no longer have a sense of urgency for anything! Well some stuff i do, but not much for anything else...I havent been working out, i'm gaining weight, i'm constantly watching tv or movies, watering plants, wondering what i'm becoming of myself...

It's quite scary to me to think that the person i am right now has no relation to who i was. But in time i'm sure i'll get back to my worrying ways and get stressed out as normal but until then i guess i'll just not worry about all this =]